Lately, I'm feeling really tired. I mean, more mentaly. I can't stand anything, one little thing make me cry, and more, crack down.
I think I miss a lot my old life, I was unemployed and money-less but I had time. No worries all the time. No stress.
Time to draw.
Time to go on forums and meet people.
Time to spend with my girlfriend which was wonderful because my head was empty of worries.
Time to just take care of myself and of the wreck of my mind. (which I cannot do now.)
I don't like the place where I live, so full of stupid, racists and homophobic people. And Paris' stressfull life's not for me.
I'd just like a peaceful place, peaceful job, peaceful life. Just peace.
I know it's asking too much. I know it well but I needed to write it. To exteriorize, you know.
I want to draw, post on DA, speak with people. Have more time, laugh.
Not just work, go in public transport, work work and work, and I can't afford anything with the money I earn because rent and life are too expensive.
Well, I'm just waiting to see my life less erratic, and see the light again. I hope it will come soon before I just go mentally insane.
Rant time other, guys! Sorry!